August 2009
3 posts
This is unfortunate
I wake up this morning because of a a tooth paining. I actually had to go wake up Mom to tell her it was so bad inside me! It startd out to be a very bad day. My mouth was sore and I couldn’t really even eat my breakfast. Mom and I went to the Dentist after I argued with her about it. You see, we do not have a real “insurance plan” for helping us wth our madical expenses. ...
I am thankful for all in my life
You see, last Friday, my Uncle had undergone surhery to remove what the Doctor’s call “a Mass” from his lung. It is so much strange and unknow to me! We just Pray that there are Doctor’s in this world that can help us all whenever we have a problem like this. I worry all day about how my Uncle will be. Is he in pain? Is he bleeding allot? SDoes he need to take Needles...
It will be the new "Me!"
Today I am seeing for the first time what will be my new diet. I have heard that diets sometimes fail because people want too much out of them in a very short time. I can understand why that is true of most people. When I sit here and I look at myself, I do not like that the fat is on me. Like my very great Mentor tells me, it is not me that is fat but it is that there is fat on me. It is...
July 2009
33 posts
WatchHere is an interview of Emma Watson. Listen to her accent. I love it!
I took this video from the website http://www.teenvogue.com
This IS reality!
Do you know? As I sit in the Virtual World and I spend more and more of the times with a friend, I have good feelings that seem very real. If you see something in the machine, and you saw the same thing outside of the machine, would I or can I have that same feeling? The other night, I sit with Courtney, and she does not say too many things. But it’s the things she does that make me feel...
captured
The word “addictive” has been on my mind lately. This is all because of SL. You see, this week I was given the Title of Princess. This makes me very happy and I am forever grateful for this Title in SL under my Queen. I met with my Queen and even given a Subject by my Queen so I may gain land faster. All was very good with this. I stay on for an hour or so and that was it. I got...
"i think that is normal us who are addicted to sl...
me: When I am on SL and in my dreams I am happer!
me: excited.
Her: I think that is normal us who are addicted to sl dream about it.
why do I like to be alone?
I sit here at my PC at this very early hour, being in Second Life, and seem to like not having to chat with anyone. I think to myself, “Am I being rude?” Well, no, since I IMd Marina to say hello. She said hi and to tell me she is at work and “that sucks.” But, still I sit and playing with Tiny Empires and I am so happy I just get to have this quiet and alone time. I...
Tiny Empires
There is a game within the machine and it is called Tiny Empires. It is something I enjoy and have played for a very long time. It is not until recently, I realize the control the machine has on me. Tiny Empires is a medieval game played within the Second Life virtual world. The objective is to gain subjects and also to gain gold and land. This gives you rank as you increase your inventory. ...
Cleaning up a bit.
First of all, folks, I want to apologize if I have offended anyone out there for my recent post of “‘It is like evil, but beautiful at the same time.” It wasn’t meant as any kind of “naughty” thought or speech. It was just something in my thoughts and something I thought I should share with you. Now, I am not going to edit or delete that post. No. That...
I will miss Mr. Michael Jackson.
Do you know when you see a photograph and you feel something inside you? You can’t figure out why, or exactly what, but you know you feel something deep inside and deep down. I watch the Michael Jackson Memorial on CNN yesterday with Mom and was ”moved” by it. Although there were so many people crowded into the building, it was very quiet. Mom said it was so because if...
It is like evil, but beautiful at the same time.
I must share something with all of you. It was a pretty important time in my life. I ventured in to this virtual world and began exploring things. So beautiful! Landscapes, people, and many great places are there to explore and relive every day. But, one day, I began exploring that thing that is inappropriate for me to even think about. I thought to myself “as long as it is just a...
to the machine... "so there!"
Hey, listen to what just happened to me. I was just drafting a very long entry where I say how much the machine is better than me. I am inferior to it in every way. For the machine does not need or want or crave anything. Maybe my not being the machine makes me a victim to all these things. But guess what? I am very superior to the machine in at least one way. You see, as I got ready to...
now there is some frustration
I am learning that this Pink Floyd song/video is all about War. That is, War is the machine. I thought about this for a long while and asked myself “How is War like the machine?” First, what makes me different than the machine is, I have emotion and compassion. The machine as War does not. How can it? War is all about guns, bombing, killing innocent peoples, and even what our...
hearing things when it's quiet
I know I need to return to the Pink Floyd lyric, but this morning there is something I realize I’d like to share with all of you. As soon as I got out of my bed, I thought to myself “just listen cause it’s so quiet in the morning, you can hear everything.” I listebned for everything that was “alive”. Well, either alive or using some type of energy I mean. I...
June 2009
2 posts
the machine
Yesterday morning, I was sitting at my Mommy’s desk, she walked in to say good morning, and I said to her “Mommy? Welcome to the machine!” She looked puzzled, and I asked her what is the matter. “Terry? What do you mean by that sweety?” Oh my, how can I possibly explain this to Mommy. Like she even can understand! Mommy told me to look for that title in Google...